| God this is so hard. My best friends little sister died this weekend in a four wheeler accident. I must say that I was pretty devastated when I heard because she was just like my little sister. I knew Jennifer since she was practically a baby and she was just the sweetest most awesome girl you could ever meet and I just can't believe she's gone. It just kills me to know how many four wheeler accidents that I've been in and never been seriously hurt, and if anybody has ever gone w/ me especially when I'm drunk I do the most stupid and crazy things just for the hell of it, but it had to happen to her. This funeral is going to be really hard I've only been a pallbearer once before and trust me there are so many things that run through your head when you are carrying that person, but Jennifer's family is like my family and it's my honor to do this for them because I know Jigga wouldn't want it any other way. I can't stand to see my friends in pain, but Scott and his family know that I'm always there for them. When my Dad died Scott came all the way to beach from wherever he may have been to pick me up and take me home and his mom was there waiting for us with food and drinks and a big hug to help me cheer up. It's the things like that in life that you never forget. So always cherish the friends that have been there for you and always will be because it really makes a big impact in your life and Jennifer and her family have had a very big impact on my life. My little sister is gone and there's nothing I can do about it. I just wish this was all a dream and she would just walk through the front door.
RIP Jennifer..Love you sweetie
"Three sleepless nights, this isn't how it's supposed to be"
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| Yeah so I got the new Thrice cd already on my iPod and I must say it's way different than any of their other albums by far, it's like take out metal riffs and double kick and add in a bunch of effects driven slower more melodic music. It actually is pretty good though, but just a complete 180 from how they use to sound. I don't know..So i haven't updated this thing in like a month, since then I no longer have a job. I've been sitting on my ass for sometime now doing a bunch of nothing and it's pretty fuckin cool. I don't remember much from last night, can anybody say what the fuck did I do? |
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| Damn I pretty much forgot about Xanga..nobody uses this anymore. Oh well peace. |
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| I just got back from a cruse to Cozumel, I must say it was AMAZING..I've never had so much fun in my life. Don't feel like going into detail, because I don't remember much! Anyways next summer who's down to go with me again. Peace. |
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| I got fucked up all weekend..It was awesome! Big surprise, I like the new Thrice song.....Holla at ya boy.
"Look in my eyes, what do you see? Not just the color look inside of me, Tell me all you need, and I will try...I'm gonna love you more than anyone, I'm gonna hold you closer than before, and when I kiss your body be free, be free for you anytime..I'm gonna love you more than anyone.."
that's such a tight line. |
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